LOVE defined

My definition of LOVE is loving someone because of their faith in their religion.They are the person who is worth to be respected.But I could not find anyone that suits my definition.So, there is a twist to it.My love for a person is because he accept me for who i am and I will never felt like i was left out.He's gentle and kind and makes me think of beautiful things.I love that person that I want him to embrace Islam.Love Islam.Feel the advantages and peace of Islam.It will be wonderful if a great person with a good heart like his is an Islam.I want him to get the best of life even in his afterlife.Islam is the right path and I don't know what to do.I hope that his heart will open to Islam.I want him to love Islam on his own will not because of me.not because of my
persuasion.It's because I'm not that knowledgeable in religion and I want him to lead the role of a person who
could educate his wife.chewah..ayat last tu tak tahan.I will try and try to make him to see the beauty of Islam and may Allah opens his heart to see the beauty of Islam.I want the love that based on religion.
No matter how hard I tried to brush off my feeling towards the non-Muslim.I kept falling in love with them.
If one of them is my other half.I'll take it with open arm.

PS:I won't be greedy.Sorry that I use the word THEM.because I hesitated for several times that I lose them.

friendship-love-loyalty

well..no offense.just my  opinion but i might change my perspective one day.still in progress.Just one reminder.make your choice wisely.Life was beautiful before i make the wrong choices.It's time to open up and i guess i apologize a lot.maybe it's this gut feeling pulling the guilt string.heck i don't know what to do.

LOVE sometimes make me lose my FRIENDSHIP.
but...
LOVE blooms from friendship and it's hard for me to deny it.I always think that if I have LESS FRIENDS
my life will be LESS COMPLICATED.
then again..
my life has become DULL and GLOOMY after that..
I'm trying so hard to regain my confidence and try to make FRIENDS again.
yes..
i mean FRIENDS..
This time.I'll be more prepare to face any consequences.I should not put my hope too high or I might get frustrated and back to square 1.
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FRIENDSHIP is more precious than any other..
above all..Love to God and family is a priority..
LOVE me for who I AM
Don't judge me before getting to know me because I'm quite sensitive.
I could feel the negative energy from someone and a person might offended me even without saying a word.
I can see it in their eyes.PSYCHE!!!

Put your hands up if you love thrill rides!!!

If you are with me.Share some infos on interesting thrill rides.For the time being..I still can't find a thrill ride that could make me go jelly.hehehe..

One of my favorite is Zamperla in The Mall.But it is not there anymore.The giant ship rocks at an almost 90 degrees angle and we are not wearing any straps.yeah..ride it when I was like 9 years old.one of my earliest thrill ride.

Any coasters won't make me shiver.but it's fast though.the search goes on.huhu

A free fall ride in Genting Highland.The name was Solero shots before.forgotten its name.It's that free fall ride near the coaster.It's a fun and hair raising ride.But still not scary enough for me.

There are many thrill rides that I had ride but I could not quite remember their name.Be it in Hong Kong,Indonesia,Malaysia,Singapore,and other countries.All the Topsy turvy,adrenaline pumping,heart stopper rides are always updated and invited by creative inventors .Can't wait to go to Disneyland to discover the thrill rides over there.

The Road Not Taken..

Now.I'm standing in front of three diverge roads.

One is a road that guarantees me my future and it is the road that many have taken.Being an establish English teacher,tutor,or even a lecturer.

Another is a road that is less venture by people.My future or plan seems vague if I take this road.It's a field that is less given focus in our country and might not seem welcoming to others.Yet again.Believe it or not.People invest their money more for this without them noticing its importance.Early Education.However,I have to pursue my studies and get myself worried about administration workloads besides teaching.

The third one has to be something that I'm interested in.Journalist,novelist,scriptwriter, or even a CARTOONIST.As for this road.. I might have to struggle and make myself stands out from the rest.I know there are many talented writers out there.As I have lost my creativity..It might take some time to polish or discover it back.

If you were me.Which road will you take?the road that was taken by others?venture into new path?or take the risk by throwing oneself into a career which may or may not guarantee my future.Pick one.

PS:For the time-being I'm opting for option number 2.I can't help myself from reflecting the pros and cons for every option.I don't want to make a mistake in my CAREER.

CHANGE for the better or worse?!

CHANGE
Cheat,Hatred,Anger,Nuisance,Gruesome,Evil
or
Cheer up,Happiness,Adjust,Neat,Great,Everlasting

Pick your side..CHANGE could be positive or negative depending on your change situation.
Well as for me..I'm neither.It's better that changing for the worse right?
Just something that came into my mind and i bet that most of us had come to this situation too..I tried changing but it's just not me.

FYI..I'm not dumb .I just don't want to complicate my life.sometimes it's better to play dumb or blur rather than plunge into the complicated situation.It's not worth it..